I've been a single pringle for 8 days now. As afraid as I am of being alone (because it's been 11 years since I was legitimately single), I'm excited about what I can achieve on my own, or learn by myself. I've invested so much of myself to other people and I've always wondered if I could still be as strong without anyone there supporting me or loving me.
I'm excited. I'm afraid. I also regret so much of what happened in my life last year. And a little over a year later, it still hurts. I need to use this new freedom to find a way to forgive myself and let go of that regret and remind myself why I had to let it go. But, even if I didn't deserve it, it didn't make anything better either. It's only given me pain and regret and the only thing I'm looking forward to at the end of all this is the hope that maybe someday, it can happen again. Life might be in my favor and God might find it fitting for second crossroads.
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